Monday, March 1, 2010

This thing that I do.

So, I have this thing that I do.
Its not hard to explain, infact. Its incredibly easy to explain. Three words really, three little words that explain a whole variety of different facets that come off those three words... Why.. how... when... where.... who........

But see, when the term "three little words" is used, people tend to think of the line
"I love you"
When really, what I do is very different. What I do can and does affect people who love me, my friends, my family or anyone I know. Its a very powerful thing, this thing that I do.

I could potentially change someone's entire life - If I put effort into it.
But this thing, the thing I do. I don't try to do it. In fact, my entire being rebels against it - It's one thing in my life which I put extreme amounts of effort into NOT doing. Yet, even though I put so much time and thought into stopping myself from doing this, I still do. Often. To everyone.
The people I love most, are the people who have this happen to them the most.
Sometimes it's funny to me, this thing that I do. Because, even though I try my hardest to make sure it doesn't happen... I do it better than majority of other things that I do in life.
Sometimes, I think it may be a gift that I have. Oh perhaps not a gift. But a talent.
Like people have a talent for trouble... I have a talent for this. This thing that I do.

And this thing that I do,
is hurt people.

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