amyYYYYYYYYYAH

Theres these girls next door, right, and theyre arguing with each other about something. I can't tell what it is because all I can hear is one of the girls being like "Amyyyyyyyyyy" and dragging it out so it sounds like "AymeeeeeeeeeeYA". Shes obviously VERY annoyed.

Anyway. They've shut up now (thank god). Im going out to dinner tonight! to the beach, with dad and my sister! Were having fish and chips... then, I am going out again!!! With Muffin! BECAUSE TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
Horray! I went over to her place to see all her new presents, and to hug her and all that birthdayie stuff. And I gave her my present, the sequel to the book that I got her last birthday.. or was it christmas? Either way.
Tib came too, and he gave Emma his present.... Sea monkeys! We read all the instructions on how to grow them and things, its very cool and I want sea monkeys now.

But yeah, were going out tonight for our first bar experience. It should be... new. Very very new.
Im kind of excited, but I have work in the morning, which is dampening my mood - considering that I don't know how I'm getting to work in the morning!
Oh well. Dinner is apparently in 10 minutes, well, were leaving in 10 minutes. APPARENTLY. So I guess I'd better put some real clothes on?
I mean. My PJ top and the skirt that Muffins guinea pig peed on today aren't really suitable for dinner.
BYE!

Dear.. all.

Hello everyone, this is to specific people, to everyone and to myself.

Firstly, dear 'certain other'.
I can tell, although I haven't seen you in a few weeks (my bad) that your struggling. And I can also tell that you may be having a similar trouble that I am, over thinking. And it can make you feel empty or lonely, even when your with everyone you care about in the middle of a mosh pit surrounded by bunnies and rainbows. I know. And a solution to that is having some kind of routine, I reckon, a little something that will keep you, and your silly little over working brain, busy. Like going to work.
Or school.

I find that I really do miss school... I don't miss waking up early, or practice essays; What I miss is the routine. Going through the motions of school could make me want to explode on some days, but it would be welcoming at the moment.
Id welcome it even just to get the 'thank god its friday!' feeling again. Now its 'thank god its... what day is it? Oh who cares. They're all the same'.

Another this I miss is writing. Anything. Any kind of writing at all, I feel silly when I write creative writing stories for no reason (thats why I've only ever done it once, and it was only a page long), F writing essays, and for some weird reason I don't write on my blog anymore. Why? I don't know.
Blogging is a wonderful way to unwind. Its like... like... well. Its like complaining.

I good healthy dose of complaining can lighten your mood dramatically if you know how to do it right!
But. Right now, I'm running low on complaints.
Maybe ask me in half an hour? Oh no wait. Im hoping to be asleep then.
I've already brushed my teeth and tucked myself into bed.
Horray routine teeth brushing!

Goodnight world!

Dont read on if your a dude afraid of periods

Well Hi there!
Long time no type to!

Well heres going to be a good post - a rather angry one. Or perhaps an annoyed one, I haven't quite reached 'angry'. Actually. Maybe 'Annoyed' isn't even the right word. I think that irritated works the best.

You see, if you are a girl you'll understand how IRRITATING having your period can be. Maybe even some guys might understand that - if your obsessed with sex and you know that your certainly not getting any when shes got PMS pouring out her eyeballs and much more icky stuff pouring out other places.....
Anyway. Yes. Periods are very irritating.

My post is actually about what my periods doing to my twirly swirly brain. You see, my brain and my monthly cycle are not the best of friends, this mainly being because they both want the blood and to be honest, it seems like there just isn't enough to go around between them.
Im going to go get a blood test because, unfortunately, the blood cant go on having a custody arrangement of one month with period and one with brain. It just isn't working out - I just don't enjoy all these near fainting experiences.
To be honest, I'd much prefer my brain won. I don't like my period. Nobody does (if they did... that would be so disgustingly weird).

Anyway. I don't like needles - As I have written about before, thanks to my dentist. And Im really dreading it. So if anyone would like to build up a horde of supporters to join me in the doctors office, that would be great. You can all restrain me while I'm trying to run out of there screaming.

It would me much appreciated.

Heavy eyes and a little excited

I didn't get a lot of sleep last night, for various reasons. But one of the main reasons (I think) is because my mummy darling has gone to Australia as of 4am this morning. I woke up atleast 20 times last night, and because of this I got to say bye to my mum when she left home at 2.
But either way. My obsessive waking has given me MASSIVE puffy eyelids that are obscuring my vision. They feel weird.

And I am going Sssssshhhooooppppppppiiinnngggggg in an hour and 3 minutes! Horray! Muffin and I are so excited! Well. Im excited. Im just saying she's excited because it makes me more excited :) BUT I HOPE SHE IS!!!! I haven't been shopping shopping in ages.

.. Theres a music video of michael jackson naked as an angel on tv... I'm changing the channel.

Also! Another reason why I'm super duper excited is because IM GETTING A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM TOBY TONIGHT!!! I reckon were going out to dinner :) I've been told to wear nice clothes. And and and it's my actual birthday in a couple of days! It should be great.
I remember writing about my birthday on here last year - thats crazy. I've had my blog for so long! I was fretting about it raining on my beach birthday party, if I remember correctly.
Well, Im not fretting about the weather now - even though its crappy and rained all yesterday!!

Free from paining and photography

I am, of 4pm today, officially free from my photography and painting boards. They were both complete and sparkling, and are now wrapped up in brown paper on their way to Wellington for marking. Im worried about my results... My painting was pretty average, and my photography teacher said that my middle board was more impressive than my last - which is not a good thing in the slightest.

Now I was planning to have a loverly night at home with my darling Tib, he would be able to wait on me hand and foot! Nah, but it would have been a perfect ending to a stressful but incredibly relieving day.
But I told him have a night to his friends, I hog him too much.

Uhh mn I could do with a banana nesquik. A very large one-OH MY GOODNESS NO! I would absolutely love a milkshake from Tobys kitchen. That milkshake syrup is to die for, totally heavenly. And WITH a mulched up banana into it!
I want it... so badly right now.